How do I feel about your birthday?
I feel happy and sad at the same time. Happy and proud for all the milestones you achieved this year and sad that you’re slowly growing up.
Every time I think about you becoming a teen and starting to feel that your mama is “baduy”, I feel really sad. 🙁
Time will come you’ll meet more people, have new friends and may not think of me as “cool” anymore but with the bonding that we have now that you’re young, I am hoping (and praying) that we will stay close until you become an adult.
I love you so much, Nate.
I pray that you continue to grow in grace and knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ.
I also pray that He will continue to use me and your papa to prepare you for the future mentally, socially, emotionally, financially, and most of all, spiritually.
Please don’t forget that everything we do has something to do with you.
Happy 4th birthday, anak! ♥